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“那一月我摇动所有的经桶,不为超度,只为触摸你的指尖; 那一年磕长头在山路,不为觐见,只为贴着你的温暖; 那一世转山,不为修来世,只为途中与你相见.”----仓央嘉措

   内心充满了无尽的失落,不知道为什么会有这种感觉,可能是室友一个个都找到了女朋友了吧?从小到大从来没有过这么强烈的想拥有一个自己的女人的感觉,自己会用自己的一生去守护她。
  
   又喜欢上了一个女生,生命中的第3次,前两次都是由于自己没有表白,而错过了机会,这次呢,不知道,注定没有结果的爱情。

“昔者庄周梦为蝴蝶,栩栩然蝴蝶也,自喻适志欤,不知周也。俄然觉,则蘧蘧然周也。不知周之梦为蝴蝶欤?蝴蝶之梦为周欤?”
  
   前几天家里打电话,说过几年要考虑买房子的事了,还说要我赶快找个女朋友。听过后只是感觉到怅然,我已经到了该撑起这个家的时候了,也该到了背起这个家的时候了,人的一生就是在不断的对其他人负责中度过的,小时候对老爸老妈负责,长大了对老婆儿子负责。可是什么时候对自己负责呢?

   躺在床上只是感到无尽的空虚,寂寞,我想要的东西是什么呢?不知道,一直在寻找,自己生命的意义到底在那里。很想放下这一切,使自己能够逃离这个牢笼,去寻找属于自己的东西。每天带上面具,去面对一个个陌生的面孔,不停的变脸,不停的使自己能够适应这个社会,每次摘掉面具,都无法认出自己,对着镜子,看着越来越陌生的脸,不知道那个才是真正的自己。

   生命是自由的,不役于物,不涉于牵绊,无欲无求,不随外物,自为主宰。

    黄药师说:不久前,我遇上一个人,送给我一坛酒,她说那叫“醉生梦死”,喝了之后,可以叫你忘掉以做过的任何事。我很奇怪,为什么会有这样的酒。她说人最大的烦恼,就是记性太好,如果什么都可以忘掉,以后的每一天将会是一个新的开始,那你说这有多开心。 希望可以找到他所说的这坛酒。

love will flow,life will flow,everything will flow.
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